Summary of My Semester

Dear Friends, Family, and Donors,

As a person whose previous out of country experiences were all in Victoria, Canada I was rife with anticipation and apprehension when I set off on my study abroad experience.  For two years I had been planning this semester abroad studying environmental science of the Arctic, and other environmental science, with the Danish Institute for Study Abroad (DIS).   I was planning a bevy of things I had no experience with from living in a foreign country to flying and I wasn’t sure it would happen until I was there.  My parents dropped me off at the Vancouver Airport in Canada (because it was cheaper than flying out of SeaTac) and I was on my own for a twelve-hour flight including a transfer in the middle of a windy night in Iceland.  Then I was on my own, albeit with a lovely safety net courtesy of DIS, on a continent far, far, away from anything I had known before.

Once in Denmark I found myself in a homestay situation with three of us DIS students living with a grandmother aged woman in suburban Frederikssund within walking distance of Roskilde Fjord.  From there we had an hour long commute by S-train (my first train experience) to Copenhagen, the capital of Denmark, where we had our classes.  The first two days I was always turning around, failing to find street signs, trying to remember how to get to the DIS buildings which are scattered across a couple of blocks.  By the third day of orientation walking to school was becoming familiar.  Two months later the commute was routine from the pigeons in the park to the clocktower and the crosswalks.

My time in Denmark was amazing.  It wasn’t until I lived there that I truly understood that Europe is the Old World and that I had spent my whole life until then in the New World.  Lovely old architecture surrounded me and I could look out across the city from my classroom on the fourth floor of the F24 building and imagine superheroes leaping across the rooftops.  Copenhagen was the first city I ever liked the appearance of.

DIS is structured with core course classes.  Each student enrolls in one of these plus electives.  The defining feature of the core courses being two multiday field trips.  My core course was “Glaciers and Human Impact: Icelandic Climate Change Case Study.”  Our first field trip was three days in Denmark.  We went to the pumping station that keeps Lammefjord dry and allows farming in the ancient sea bed and later visited one of the farms.  We ate lunch in a Dragsholm Castle, in our socks, because our science excursions are muddy.  Our glaciology professor took us ice skating.  We even visited Faxe Quarry and collected fossils from an ancient coral bed.  Later we saw the clay layer where the dinosaurs died in the cliffs at Stevns Klint.

Some of my electives had fieldtrips in Copenhagen and other parts of Denmark and we traveled by foot, by bus, or by regional train depending on the distance.  I became acquainted with daily life and culture in Denmark as well as the science I came to learn.  It was one of the more educational experiences of my life.  DIS held an activities fair early on and I dropped in to play with a local ultimate frisbee group and became a regular attendee of the local Student Houses’ Tuesday swing dance sessions.  Swing dance was fun because students and nonstudents of all nationalities came together to dance and we left no space to even swing a cat in.

DIS scheduled two travel weeks and different core courses travel on different weeks.  The first week I had off so I traveled on my own.  I ended up deciding to visit Norway and it was one of the best decisions I made.  I flew up to Tromsø and spent a few days in a city that sparkled with golden lights at the foot of aweing mountains.  It was the best cross-country skiing experience of my life.  I also visited Polaria, the world’s northernmost aquarium, where I got to see bearded seals, a species I later studied in my marine mammals class.  Next I flew down to Oslo where I spent a couple of days museum hopping, exploring ship exhibits and the Natural History Museum.  Finally, I took the train from Oslo, through Sweden, and at last back to Denmark.

Shortly thereafter everything came shattering down.  The week before the second travel week, when my class was supposed to go to Iceland for a long anticipated six day-field trip, they sent us home.  All Danish schools were ordered to switch to online learning and DIS of course, was included.  For weeks leading up to that my classmates had been trickling away as universities back in the US had yanked them home, but I always figured I would be fine.  I trusted the Evergreen State College not to yank me back from a country with better medical care and my fieldtrip was to Iceland which was still in decent shape.  I wasn’t expected my carefully built study abroad plans to be destroyed one after another after another by a world pandemic. 

So, I made new plans.  I arranged to stopover in Iceland for the weekend on the way home and squeaked in some touristing in the last chance I had for study abroad excursions.  As I left they were closing the front doors of the buses and only letting people on through the middle doors.  It was worth it.  I was able to see the rift between continental plates, Strokkur geyser, Gullfoss Falls, and soak in geothermally heated hot springs.  I saw the stark Icelandic landscape laid out before me, pure white snow over dark volcanic stone.  I fulfilled a portion of my dreams.

Then it was home, for two trudging months of online classes.

Those first two months though are filled with experiences upon experiences.  I grew as an individual.  I did more than step outside my comfort zone.  Somedays, weeks even, I lived outside my comfort zone and then I dove farther out still and despite how uncomfortable I was at times, I still had fun.  I developed self confidence in new situations, many, many new situations.  So many first experiences from ice skating to studying glaciers to flying all packed into two months.  I learned to live in a culture where I couldn’t always read the ingredients list and only most of the people around me were fluent in my language.  I got good at pointing and interpreting pictures, and recognized the sounds that translate to “this train does not go any further.”  My classes were great with wonderful field trips, and I especially appreciated that my multi-day field trip was focused on culture as well as science, but that was only the tip of the iceberg, the tongue of the glacier, (can you tell I took two glaciology classes).  Learning to navigate in different environments with different languages helped me gain flexibility in interpersonal interactions and cope with unexpected situations.  I gained experience, more than I ever intended to, in making and remaking plans on the fly.  I put in the work needed to create these experiences from hours spent planning to snap decisions to coping with the fallout and the unexpected rewards.  I figured out public transportation in four countries, sometimes the hard way and I had to buy another ticket, and when I built an Iceland tour weekend for myself on the way home I hauled my 50lb duffle with textbooks (thank goodness for backpack straps) and two carry-ons through an icy airport parking lot in search of the bus stop and through public transportation. 

I lived as I have never lived before.  I learned so much, sometimes in unexpected cases like the bearded seals in Tromsø.  I found that I quite like trains.  I was overwhelmed and barely settled in turn and I kept on pushing my boundaries even when it all came crashing down and I had to make new plans and make them fast.  I discovered that flying provides an amazing perspective.  On the way there I flew across northern Canada with the setting sun, saw sea ice and the Greenland Ice Sheet and the shadows cast by clouds on the Atlantic Ocean near Iceland by the light of the full moon and flew through morning into Denmark.  In Denmark I studied the Greenland Ice Sheet and Iceland.  I flew the length of Norway by day and night.  Finally, I flew back from Iceland to Canada in a timeless golden afternoon.  Then I landed and the sun went down on my adventures abroad with blazing glory over a familiar sea.

For your assistance in making this amazing chapter of my life possible, thank you, as many times as there were clouds that windy Icelandic night when I first flew, thank you.

Ælfhild Wiklund, proud study abroad student of Scandinavia.

Shattered Dreams and New Plans

Monday the 9th of March I, as one of two class representatives for Glaciers and Human Impact: Icelandic Climate Change Case Study, met with my core course professor and my fellow class rep.  We settled into the Living Room, a café in Copenhagen near DIS, with our choice of beverage (paid for by DIS) to discuss how the class was going and deliver the concerns (very few) and appreciations (many) of our classmates concerning how the class was going so far.  We had a pleasant time chatting and discussed the upcoming field trip to Iceland.  Later that morning during class we went over a brief and delightful itinerary of our trip, conditions permitting of course.  We were to go whale watching (since our class only has one professor we have an assistant professor for field trips, who happens to be my marine mammals professor), visit a volcano and glacier museum, see a glacial lagoon and waterfalls, hike on a glacier, see more waterfalls, visit the rift zone, walk in a glacial tunnel, see hot springs, and go swimming in a geothermal pool!  We had an amazing six day adventure awaiting us in Iceland!

Until dinner.  As I ate dinner with my host and one of my fellow DIS students (there were three of us in that homestay) my peer checked her email.  DIS sent out an announcement: all remaining long study tours were canceled.

Just that morning we had been planning and dreaming and now the first dream shattered.  I picked this class expressly because of the fieldtrip to Iceland, as did many of my classmates.  There were other Arctic science classes but I have been fascinated by Iceland since my first geology class.  This was one of the classes that snagged my attention when I first learned about DIS, and we weren’t going.  Of the three DIS students in that house only one had already been on her long study tour, the rest of us were scheduled for the second week, a week that would never come.

DIS was apologetic but firm that this was the best course of action.  They didn’t want us to encounter problems while traveling given the increased security and risk of being stuck in quarantine in case of suspected contact with the coronavirus.  DIS staff and faculty rallied and started plans for cultural and educational experiences in Copenhagen instead (or Stockholm for those attending the other campus).  My class was going to go look for porpoises in Helsingør which would be fun even though I’d already done so for my marine mammals class.  But it wouldn’t be Iceland.  We were all devastated.  Still I started developing new plans, discovered that I could wrangle nearly a week out of Easter break if I wanted to go to Iceland on my own, it wouldn’t be as good, but it would be something.

Thursday the 12th of March, 12:30am, I was working on a paper due at midnight.  I decided to finish it after class.  A few hours earlier DIS had sent out a text message telling us to check our inbox in a few hours for an important update.  I had shrugged it off and gone back to work figuring I’d see what they wanted later.  Later had come.  “Check your inbox now.  No classes tomorrow.”

That sounds urgent.  I guess I’ll have more time to work on my essay.  Then I read the email.  Shock, mouth hanging open, numbed to stillness, shock.  I was totally stunned.  There would be no more cultural excursions, no more classes, no more nothing in Denmark, not for us.  We were told to go home.  DIS would no longer support us after Thursday the 19th, except for those that were stuck in quarantine until after that date.  Classes would resume remotely within the month except for a handful that couldn’t.  The coronavirus was too big a risk and Denmark was starting to shut things down and switching entirely to remote learning.  It was over.  Two months early.

I checked in with my roommates, they were already preparing to leave, and then I took myself out.  Out of the house to a field by Roskilde Fjord out of earshot of the rest of Frederikssund.  I spent two and a half hours on the phone with my parents that night pacing along the fjord and ranting, processing, but never stopping my motion as my dreams shattered around me and my memories of the past two months gathered close.  Eventually I gave in and returned to the house to sleep.  In the morning I made new plans.

Friday the 13th of March I flew to Iceland.  All prior plans for the next two months had been completely derailed but amid their glittering shards I made new ones.  Iceland was a natural stop on my flight home so instead of a single flight and a sorrowful wave to an island I dreamed of I scheduled two flights, and a weekend in Iceland.  I arrived midday and made my way to the hostel I had booked and then I finished planning.  The reception desk kindly gave me a stack of tour guides, a map, and the information that I could book tours directly through them.  So I did, and then I began my Iceland adventure that night in a geothermally heated outdoor swimming pool.  The weekend ahead was an amazing whirlwind of wonderful geology that I will give a glimpse of on my Iceland page.

After one last tour (lava tunnel!) Sunday morning I headed back to the Keflavik airport and flew home that evening.  For seven hours I flew west in the golden late afternoon, a timeless spell that delivered me to Vancouver, Canada where my parents were waiting but an hour of the clock later in the day.  At which point time caught up with me and the sun set as we drove out of Canada and back to our lovely island home safe and sound.

Short Study Tour to Odsherred

I spent three days with my core course “Glaciers and Human Impact: Icelandic Climate Change Case Study” a couple of weeks ago exploring Denmark.  It was a wonderful mix of science and culture.  From looking down across Denmark from a megalithic tomb on top of a glacial moraine to eating lunch in a castle it was an astounding trip.

Lammefjord

Lammefjord is reclaimed land, we visited the pumping station and dike that keep the sea at bay out of the old fjord.  We took a sediment core and visited a farm there.  Apparently ever since the salt was washed out by rain the old fjord makes amazing farmland, and when we walked out on it it looked and felt like sea-bottom, complete with shell shards.  They had us jump as a group and feel the ground wobble.  Talk about unstable foundations!  They have to build near old islands where the ground is solid. 

Culture

Our professor really knows how to work the DIS budget, many of our meals were cultural experiences and she provided snacks.  They actually use fancy tour buses with big windows and comfy seats.  We put plastic over our boots or swapped to shoes to keep the mud off the carpeting.  It was mixed social and educational time and cultural experiences. 

We had lunch in Dragsholm Castle, in our socks because our science work was muddy.  Dragsholm Castle looks out over Lammefjord and once housed the man who began the land reclamation process because he wanted more farmland.  We also ate dinner at the Wild Kitchen which focuses on wild ingredients, such as venison.  Both the castle and the kitchen had amazing bread and butter but the castle’s was definitely the best ever.  One of the other places we went was a thin 1km wide strip of land with ocean on both sides to provide a well moderated climate where a vineyard is being developed.  There we got to discuss climate and taste wine (not something we could ever do with a US class). 

I got to go ice-skating for the first time ever which was fun.  I went from sliding backwards by accident to baby penguin steps and eventually sliding with just enough momentum to get over little bumps in the ice.  After ice-skating we went out for cake and tea/coffee (did I mention that my professor did amazing things with the budget?).  I took myself ice-skating for a second time just the other day and progressed from geriatric tortoise speeds to warm newt speeds (I’m not fast enough to compare myself with a warm lizard yet, those critters are fast). 

Ancient Life and Death

We visited Faxe Quarry which is the site of an old coral reef.  We even got to chip out our very own fossils with chisel and hammer so I now have a little tiny snail, a small coral bit, and a miniscule bivalve fossil of my very own!  We went to Stevns Klint and touched the fish clay, a thin, soft, layer of clay that marks the extinction of the dinosaurs.  The cliffs there were fascinating, mostly limestone and chalk with flint deposits.  Because the chalk is so soft it erodes and washes away so there are these bright white cliffs with black cobbled beaches of rounded flint.  Only it’s not just black, the flint is black to nearly white with blue and amber as well, I only pocketed small pieces that won’t affect the mass of my luggage too much, and I picked up a sharp flint shard too so I have a variety now.  Science souvenirs.  It was an amazing experience and I am so glad I am studying Arctic environmental science here with DIS!

From Rapids to Running

From entering the Vancouver Airport in Canada to attending my first classes in Copenhagen, Denmark has been a time of tumult.  I don’t even need to take a step to see new sights and experience new things, yet I am traveling hither and yon. My first night in Denmark I succumbed to exhaustion immediately after dinner having been awake for over thirty hours on about three hours of sleep.  I still haven’t caught up. My host showed myself and three other DIS students, two of whom she is also hosting, around the kommune we are living in, Frederikssund, on Sunday and then Monday we dove into orientation with DIS.

From our opening ceremony in the grand old Cirkusbygningen (the circus building) to the DIS library and other DIS buildings which are placed along multiple streets I spun about Copenhagen trying to get my bearings.  I was very glad for all the DIS people stationed about to help direct us from place to place. It took me half the day to find the street signs, which are tucked up discreetly on the sides of buildings. Then it was back the next day and I was a little less confused, ah but the third day, by the third day I knew where I was going.  By the fourth taking the S-train to Vesterport and walking to DIS was practically routine. I had gone from rapids to running, at least in my commute.

My classes all look as wonderful as I had imagined, though we will see if that pans out since it is only the second week.  I am making time to explore here and there and allowing myself to get just a little bit lost so I can find interesting things and get to know the area.  As long as I can get back to my starting point I am okay with wandering in the wrong direction for non-urgent errands. We had our Jumpstart event on Sunday where we met with other DIS homestay students and host families from Frederikssund and I met up with one of the other students to take a walk in Copenhagen and see what we could see today.  It was fun to have someone else to share explorations with.

It wasn’t until I came here that I realized that I had truly been living in the New World.  Here in the Old World there are buildings that have stood for centuries built of brick with roofs of tiles or lovely greened copper and there are cobblestone streets.  It is the first time I have looked at a city and thought it pretty. The architecture is almost like stepping back into an older time when art was built into everything, of course I have very little appreciation for “modern art” so maybe it still is.  

I made my way to the nearest pool on Friday and ended my week in the embrace of water.  The Frederikssund Swimming Hall has a designated area for shoes in the dressing rooms and the water doesn’t reek of chlorine which is a lovely novelty for me.  Bit by bit I am exploring and settling in but it requires conscious effort to stay out of my comfort zone. Every time I go one place it becomes easier to go back and I have to remind myself to go to other places too.  I am from a rural area back in the Pacific Northwest of America so I am learning to live in a city on top of living in Denmark. The clock tower rings every quarter hour here, I repeat, every fifteen minutes.  

The rapids are still churning between homework, summer internship applications, classes, adjusting to a new way of life, and trying to learn about this new place I am in but I am starting to catch my breath.  I can almost see the semester stretching out before me full of clear running stretches, idle pools, and periodic rapids. So I am taking up my metaphorical paddle and looking forward to the semester to come. The river of life beckons.

Copenhagen, 21-01-2020.

The City

The clock strikes every quarter hour

Sirens wail in passing

Cobblestone streets and pavement sprawl

Covering up the soil as if to build

A new world from the ground up

A world built from blocks of stone

From shining steel and gleaming glass

Populated by pigeons, crows and seagulls

The scavengers and us.

Copenhagen, 14th January 2020.

Sunrise in Copenhagen

Sunrise in Copenhagen

Blushing pink and faded gold

Arise to meet the lightened blue

Sky of a new day.

From Frederikssund to Copenhagen

The train brought me from night to day

From the blue-black sky

With a waning moon

Surrounded by a two-tiered halo

Across Demark as the sky lightened

Until the eastern sky was

Adorned with color

And painted clouds

While just beyond the sunrise

The moon shone in brilliant splendor

From a dark blue silken sky.

First Flight

Flying to Denmark was my first ever experience flying. The last time I was on a plane I was but a babe-in-arms so this was quite the adventure for me flying solo on my first time as I was. I flew on Icelandair which had a brief layover to change flights in Reykjavik, Iceland.

First Flight

Up off the ground whooshing against gravity

Through the Canadian clouds

At first the land was lost to white but then

We rose above the clouds

I looked down on the world

From a height I had never before reached

I saw the world anew,

I looked down upon the floofy tops of clouds

Across at their towering sides

And down, down, through the clouds

To the ground,

Flying over Northern Canada

I saw mountains of snow

A glimpse of an alpine lake

A brilliant blue spot of color

In a landscape of white and gray

Majestic mountains,

The sun set and the full moon rose

So brilliant and bright

It lit up the world for me

On my first flight,

I saw as we left the smooth terrestrial snow

To fly out over Hudson Bay

Where sea ice covered the sea

In crystalline fractures,

I looked down upon the sea ice

And out upon the clouds over land

Back and forth as we made our way

Across Northern Canada and Greenland,

I watched the reflection of the moon

Shift across the wing of the plane

As the moon arced west

And we traveled east,

As we approached Iceland

I looked down on scattered clouds

Whilst the moon cast shadow islands

To drift upon the Atlantic Ocean

So stark in silvery white and shadow black,

Then down towards Reykjavik

And the plane tilted

Banking back and forth until

It had turned 180 degrees

This gentle motion caused in me

Mild alarm

But it ceased without worry or harm,

Then the true descent began

Approaching at insane speeds

That seemed all the crazier

In descent than they had in ascent

With amazing deceleration we landed,

Then on the way to my next plane

We went from a bus

Through the howling wind

Up the stairs to the plane

Hair flying over my face

And exhilaration in my veins,

We flew east into the sunrise

At first a soft glow

Blossoming into a rim of pink and gold

Resting atop the clouds,

Down I looked upon the Atlantic

My first view in the daylight

Was filled with lovely white clouds

And scattered cloud bits

Like plankton floating on a blue field

As if the sky in darker hue

Was actually below us

With its infinite blue,

On and on and even when the light

Began to hurt my eyes

Still I looked out

Upon a world I had never seen before,

Finally we approached Denmark

Descending towards Copenhagen

We passed through the cloud layer

And my home for the next four months

Revealed itself to be a flat mosaic

With geometric patterns

Of fields, of buildings, of round tree stands

As if a 2-D painting

Was lying flat upon the sea,

As I come to study climate change

I cannot help but worry

When the sea rises higher

What will become of Denmark?

And as the plane descended for my final landing

I moved on while exhaustion

Warred with anticipation and trepidation

Until I convened with my fellow DIS students

To wait for our hosts with punch-drunk chatter

Until I made it to my new home and settled in

While the world moved around me

As if I was still on the plane

Gently but surely

Until finally I gave in to unconsciousness

To awake in a newer and stabler world.

Scholarships, Persistence and Hope

I got this far with scholarships, persistence, and hope.  I began planning my study abroad experience with DIS my very first study abroad fair at the Evergreen State College two years ago.  I was meandering the fair and as I walked past the tables for institutions who couldn’t send representatives I saw the DIS booth.  Study abroad in Denmark, and on the cover, one of the subjects was Environmental Science of the Arctic.  I have been studying Arctic environmental science by dribs and drabs since middle school by means of literary research projects when I can pick my topic, though to be fair sometimes I look at Antarctica.  I knew then and there that I wanted to take this opportunity and over the next two years I plotted, planned, and persevered.  I studied their website and researched Denmark and looked at similar opportunities until I was even surer.  Then I waited for the time to arrive.

I tried to apply to DIS before their website would let me and a few months later I tried again, and then my professor kept on putting off writing my letter of recommendation.  Finally, DIS asked if they could process my application without the letter and I said yes.  They accepted me.  My dream began to coalesce.  Enthusiasm reigned, but I knew I wasn’t home free.

Scholarships.  I researched and applied and sat down with my study abroad advisor.  He went over a budget with me and I went into sticker shock.  I teetered.  Could I really do this?  But with encouragement from family, friends, and my study abroad advisor every time I teetered I steadied back on track to aim for my dream of study abroad.  Thank goodness my mother is an excellent listener.  I went further and created a GoFundMe account which has very nearly covered the cost of my plane ticket, it may not be much but every gift has and will help.  I kept applying clear up through December, and I received the very last scholarship I applied for as well as some earlier ones.  But many I did not, and every time I have to remind myself that there are other opportunities, and so it proved.  I persisted, I made lists, I asked DIS questions and made appointments with my study abroad advisor and slowly the finicky ducks of bureaucracy started to fall into line.  Scholarships, determination, perseverance, all were important but they were not the keystone.

Hope.  The keystone to the bridge from my corner of the Pacific North West of America to the nebulous great beyond of Scandinavia is hope.  I couldn’t afford to be entirely pessimistic or dwell on the possibility of failure all the time (though believe you me I had back up plans on back up plans).  I needed to let myself dream and believe that it could become reality and doing so gave me the motivation to move on.  My family and friends were crucial to preserving this keystone by providing encouragement, support, and by demonstrably sharing in this dream for me.

Now as my flight approaches and apprehension wars with anticipation my dreams gather around me for better and worse.  I hold my breath and hope again.  May the good dreams prevail.

Star Born Courage

The stars shine bright and distant

Upon our blue swirled globe

And I the child of their dust

Rest my thoughts upon their majesty

The flaming heat of their existence

That reaches us as cool, faint, light

Shining upon us equally

Where we spin upon our globe

By contrast my grand adventure

Over continent and ocean

Farther than I have ever gone before

By orders of magnitude

Is but a blip in the path

Of the photons they emit

If the stars can shine relentlessly

Their photons travel light-years untiring

Then surely I can make this journey

This skip across our globe

To explore the wondrous unknown

Beneath the gaze of ancient stars.

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